I used to be consumed with loneliness and I really didn’t believe I would ever feel differently. I was so alone and so desperate and yet I didn’t know what to do to escape this feeling.
The Black Sheep Project
I have been fortunate enough to be helping with a new charity that has been set up in the US. In this video I get to explain all to you!
Being A New Mum When Having BPD
I know how hard it is being a new Mum especially when the borderline personality disorder is not being managed. Lack of sleep, bad food choices and extreme emotions all play a big part, I discuss in detail the problems we have and ways we can help ease them.
Things I Do For A Partner That Could Lead to Me Feeling Used
I have always been a people pleaser and always wanted to be the ‘perfect partner’. But when they were not the perfect partner back I would be resentful and angry.
Dealing With Intense Anger
Most people feel angry at some point in their lives – it becomes a problem though when we can not control this anger. I discuss some coping strategies in this video.
Embarassing Ourselves In Front Of People
Throughout my life I have had many embarassing situations . My BPD caused me such intense emotions and I did not know how to control them – and it didn’t matter who was around.
Step 9 of The 12 Steps
“Made direct amends to such people, wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others”. I discuss my experience around this step.
Over-Sharing – Is It A BPD Thing?
My whole life I have been an open book and told everyone everything aboutmyself – this has caused me so much hurt in the past. Today I am selective (believe it or not considering I have a TY channel!) with who I share information with and what information I share.
C-PTSD Vs BPD
There are ‘people’ that say c-ptsd is the same as BPD cormorbid with PTSD. I discuss the similarities and the differences in this video.
Why Are Female Borderlines Disliked By Women?!
My whole life I have had trust issues with women – is this a BPD tthing? Is it justified? Do other women really not like us?
The Differences Between Male And Female Borderlines
There have been studies done looking at both the differences and similarities between men and women with Borderline Personality Disorder. I discuss these differences in this video.
First Ever Boyfriend and BPD
Hindsight is an amazing thing. Back when I was 14 I thought I had met the love of my life and he could do no wrong. It is only looking back now that I can see the relationship for what it was – abusive and unhealthy.