I hit 2000 subscribers! Thank you thank you thank you! xxx I also explain where a few of my videos are in this catch up.
hi guys today I'm going to do a quick weekly capture am I explained last week that my little five-year-old was playing up and but it's all good he's been like a little gem for the past few days they really made me laugh this morning actually I woke up and my daughter came in and slide seven in the morning slack all right mom I was like all right cause my name's Dave for Dave she's yeah and named Dave and I'm a really cool dude I mean okay to you from up north are you sure know from Africa where do they get this stuff so then my little boy came in his that i'm tom from australia not was really an accident that's not enough for connection but yeah it really made me chuckle my daughter the other day and she was like rounding her brothers aren't pretending she must been doing it because she's studying the tudors and at school and she was like ladies and gentlemen we must rise up from underground and and we must take what's rightfully ours and then so i turned her and I said you know why you're from underground she's like no why acid cuz you're a worm and she turns to the boys she was like gentlemen do not talk to this lady for she is diseased actually really made me up and my week my week my week I've told you I've been so tired this pregnancy and it's getting worse like just I completely just want to sleep honestly all the time okay every day and I can't have three kids so when I had my blood taken anyway and it turns out I'm really low on iron so I've started taking pills so I'm hoping that my energy levels go back to normal because i know for me if I'm feeling more physically it starts messing round up here I stopped getting down I start feeling depressed I've got no motivation because physically I've just can't do anything so it does really affect me mentally so um yeah I do have a bit more energy today which is great and I've had quite a few video requests which I will be trying to get um down haha I hit 2,000 subscribers yesterday thank you so so much to all you wonderful people that subscribed to my channel and watch my videos I uploaded my first video last November and it was near the end of november that was my first ever one so it spread and I hit 2000 on the first to December so it's pretty much 2000 in my first year and plus a few days but yeah obviously it's not possible without all you guys watching my video so I really do appreciate here and thank you so so much and yeah so I've got loads of video requests that i will be doing i had quite a few people asking from a partner Darren to do a video I have been on at him and I said to him today actually I said look people actually requesting now I really think you need to do it but I can't force him unfortunately there would have been a time once upon a time that I would have tried to force them but I'm not that person today I'm bit nicer so and other ones i will be getting done I've been asked about the 12 steps now 12 step recovery is like toast at fellowships for AAA appoints anonymous Narcotics Anonymous and it's great and a lot of people use it in addiction for alcoholism but it can be used for people with borderline personality disorder just like dbt which was developed for people with borderline personality disorder it can be used in addiction as well and and I've have requests people saying you've stopped doing the steps and like I did I think I did one I think I got to around step 7 and then I just kind of stop doing them so I'm really sorry i will get back on that as well because i know i need to do that and also i'll get people message to me saying like oh I'm looking for this video with that video and and I kind of wanted to explain quickly how the website not my website my youtube channel works I've done it in playlists so you have a mental health playlist and that's depression anxiety borderline personality disorder so farm rawrawrawrawr anything mental health I have alcoholism and drug addiction in a playlist and that's everything alcoholism and drug addiction then I have a playlist called the solutions it's under the solutions that you will find any videos on DVT recovery not just recovery for mental health but recovery for drug addiction alcoholism as well and there are other playlists I need to start adding videos to it I know I'm kind of slacking little bit and what else have I got to tell you Oh got the kids christmas bear today which is great but we're getting to see Santa I've got tickets so we'll be doing that today I felt like the world's worst mom this morning because I got my kids to school drop my daughter off that was fine drop my son off he's in his school uniform and it's non school uniform day and I just don't know how i missed it was usually I'm quite on the ball with this and I did I missed it so he went in his uniform I and I said jewelry to bring me some clothing so that no more right one so lucky that he's like just so okay about it but then I noticed there was three or four other children in his class alone that parents had obviously not realized as well so he wasn't luckily the only one in his school uniform but didn't stop me feeling really really bad um what else what's happening for me I am getting fatter when the day I don't know if you can I've got noise dinosaur when my microphone can you see the bump huge bump ha i got my tree up due to no angel on it yet because it is a seven foot tree and i live in a tiny flat and really shouldn't fit in here but I squeezed it in because I do like a big Christmas tree it's not real because I feel guilty about going trees down uh yeah so there's no angel on it that it does tops the ceiling I'm going to put an angel on it but it won't be a real like angel I'm thinking putting a picture of me on there and doing myself some big wings and looking down I don't know I don't know it's just the thought just the thought at the moment so but yeah that's what's going on for me at the moment um I planned on doing lots of videos today and spreading them out over the week but the old man my partner went work and hurries back so I am supposed to have a day free and I have enough had to look after and I'm a little one so it didn't work out as well as planned but hopefully monday or tuesday i will be doing more i'm hoping i can fit in one more video now and yes i have a wonderful weekend my beautiful beautiful people ah love you guys bye you
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