I am completely out of routine at the moment and am getting scared about the school run which will be back in about a week! How will I ever make it?!
hi guys i thought doing my weekly hot shop ah look at my this is a bird Oh Davey oh what a mess oh so hot today so I hey on a billion doing videos oh okay I'm gonna do a weekly cat tongue to get super e minor my fringe see ya no no right weakly hat shop aha what's been going on my older two were with their dad so I've had a quiet week ah but it really does throw me out because I don't then don't have that routine I enroute like they have a lot school so I haven't all that mad rush in the morning to get me up so I do get up because they get me up and even when the older ones about their dads the little one is going to get me up which he does but there's no rush so it's just like moving role in one pyjamas um sitting down and what do you tell any thinking of lube tired I'm so tired and whereas I don't get the chance to feel tired when I've we've got school because I'm up and I'm out and I'm doing staff yesterday I was so tired yesterday I went to it at 720 ah and I slept to half seven mid morning I got 12 hours like and I did feel good for it have to say did feel good I am the sole person I need my sleep and I'm not very good for not having my sleep I'm like a dragon lady so I literally have to force myself to go to bed sometimes and I would try and make sure i'm in bed by ten how rock and roll in my and I yeah I have to be in bed by 10 if i'm in bed later I start panicking because I know how bad i would be in the morning and I just went back very well and I was talking to like my friend Joanne today and I was like I just have to sleep I need my sleep I'm this little person if I don't have my sleep i freakin nightmare and then it starts getting me down I start feeling grumpy or start feeling miserable but I'm aware of this so I do make sure I sleep lot but not too much because too much sleep isn't good for you either and but the weather has been so nice like I know there are people that watching in lots of different countries so the weather is probably different where you are it's probably actually better the UK does not get the best weather and we get like a heatwave it's like the three days and then I'm so excited and this weekend is bank holiday and I can't road because i'm going to my mum's in the morning with the little one and my partner and we're going to spend their bank holiday then hopefully my stepdad does a nice barbecue because he doesn't amazing barbecues and and my brother a little brother my little my baby brother I say baby brother he is 32 I'm 34 he is 32 and he is thinking of starting up his own vlog to do with travel because literally he has traveled all over the world from light when he was 18 he went and worked at Euro Disney in Paris and he lived there he's amazing at speaking languages as well I speaks French he can speak chinese he wouldn't lived in China then he worked for caribbean cruises the qe2 or qm2 one of them the big cruise liners doing photography he has worked like camp america and he's just trekked all over the world he is amazing so i will be subscribing to him if he starts I'm going to be having a chat with him over the weekend that is really exciting because I to be honest when I see my family I don't really get much time to chat to my family because the little ones are there and I'm constantly running around after them but I'm hoping the weather will be nice tomorrow and I will feel the little paddling pool and plunk the baby in it I say babies too and I will be able to sit and relax and garden while chat with my family whilst watching the baby obviously yeah that is what I'm hoping that would be ideal and I don't know if that's going to happen I have got all like school uniforms and everything that I haven't even done verte ah and my mom keeps saying write a list of everything you need I'm like yeah I'm really not worried I'm really not worried but I know it will get to next week and I will go to get the stuff and everywhere will be sold out and I'll be like so am I do need to do that who do I do um so yeah I need to get on that I've got quite peaceful today today My partner has taken a little one it's a friday and he has taken him to see his family for the day which is really nice so I could do some videos and but it's quite late I mean what times it's nearly eight o'clock now this is really late for me during video i usually do them in the day ah but I didn't today but um yes they should be back any minute actually and hopefully little one is asleep and go straight in his cot um and then maybe I'll get some quality time with my part maybe maybe because usually he will come round and it he might have done a meeting of that so if he's done a meeting my 12-step meeting by the time I gets here is half nine well i'm going to bed at ten so i'm at hi how are you i'm going to bed and I go to bed and don't get quality time we really have to try and make time because I've talked about it in relation to finish it oh videos how important is to make time for each other so possibly if he is back soon and the little one is asleep maybe we will watch a film of my choice because we like completely different types of films he likes films basically and I like chick flicks that make me laugh rom-coms anything that makes me smile ah but he had not into that at bat um but tough tough tough tough and what else has happened this week I can't rethink of what else the kids are back at school that we can half I thought they were going back next week and then someone another mum pointed out it teacher training day for the thursday and the Friday when I thought they would be at school and so they're not at school so I've got another few days before I get back into routine I'm getting a bit nervous actually because I'm so out of routine I don't know how I'm going to get up in the morning I don't know how I'm gonna get them all ready for school I and get them on time I don't know how we're going to be doing homeworks and getting them to bed I know when it happens I'm sure I'll be fine because i am quite strict on my routine and i need to be but because i've been out of it for like five weeks it's a bit daunting that will be going back to it but it does mean i will hopefully have more time to work on my channel and my website hopefully i still need to write to Oprah I don't know how to do that but I will get on that because do you know what I just think everyone deserves a chance to get well and it makes me so sad that there are people out there where I've helps not in that area or it is in their area but they can't afford it it just seems so unfair everyone should be given a chance everyone and and I feel like I'll make it my life mission like if they trained me I could go around the whole world doing big conventions teaching people skills meeting people just all the people that deserve like what everyone deserves with everyone's not not getting a chance to do it I love that absolutely love that and then once all those people have been taught the skills then they can focus on doing it in schools so then they hopefully won't have to teach it later on because the skills will be instilled in their little minds when they're young mmm I'm very passionate about this so I just have to have anything can think Who am I going to contact who's gonna be who's gonna listen to me who's gonna listen to me um yeah I'm gonna go the time is bang-on eight o'clock and they are not back yet but hopefully they'll be soon so I love you all and I will be back over monday probably oh no its back on today Monday I won't be monday maybe I'll try and do a video if the weekend and post it and that'd be quite cool otherwise it will be wednesday hopefully don't know I've got the other kids next we got got the other kids next week do you know what leave it with me not your problem I will deal with it um but I will be back I'll be back all right bye guys see you later
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