A massive thank you to all my subscribers! I literally want to hug and squeeze you all! Big Love xxx
hi guys I know today is not my usual video day it's a Tuesday but I'm going to upload this video because it is a huge thank you and it is short this video is to say thank you I reach 4,000 subscribers you can see unbuttoned nothing when I launched this channel I put my first video out November 2015 and within the first year I reached a thousand and I I never expected that and the channel has just grown from there I don't know what I did expect really um yeah it's absolutely amazing and it is thanks you guys and I absolutely love your comments and I love your messages and I always thank you for that and I also want to thank you because you guys helped me I know you'll just stay at home wherever you are and you watch my videos but the interactions we have my comments etc you helped me in my recovery every single day and I do want to thank you for that and when I started this channel I actually kinda pinched an idea I was doing 12-step meetings for drug addiction and when you go to a 12-step meeting just say it's an alcoholics meeting or one for a day X or basically you're sat down and you watch someone who is an alcoholic or an addict and they share their story they tell you what their journey was like and their journey into recovery and they give you hope and I kind of sat there one day and I thought my god this is what we need this is what us we read without mental health this is what we need and so that is what inspired me to start my channel and do my videos and by doing them just like in 12-step meeting the twelfth step is actually sharing your story with other addicts and helping other addicts and so for me it's sharing my story of mental health and trying to help other people that suffer with their mental health and in doing so I help myself as well it's a little bit selfish there but now it really does help me and and it has a massive impact on my life and like I said I love your messages and also thank you for kind of accepting me because you know everything about me the good the bad the damn right ugly yes when I say ugly I'm talking about playing dead or looking for snails in my garden at 1:00 in the clock in the morning and all those other horrid horrid stories about myself but you've kind of accepted me anyway and I love you all for that and when I say because I say at the end of my videos love you all I just want you to know I generally mean it it's not just something that I end my videos with I feel like I have an intense love for all of you I know that I haven't met you I pray one day I do get to meet all of you and just we could have a big group hug and it would be amazing and so yeah hopefully hopefully one day and I do some silly sincerely do I love you all and I really I kind of want you to join me on this journey this journey of recovery because you can change your life around you can literally go from wanting to die to having the most amazing life and being content and happy and I would love to be there with you on that journey so yes this videos will thank you thank you thank you and I love you love you love you and but today's Tuesday tomorrow's when today my next videos out tomorrow and then the one after that Friday and one of that Monday have a great week guys bye
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