Today I talk about how getting older sucks! I recently read a magazine article about Katie Price AKA Jordan and I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her. She is desperately trying to hold on to her sex symbol status and won’t accept that she is getting older. We ALL have to age and when we are image obsessed it makes it so much harder to deal with.
hi my lovelies I apologize for being away for a few weeks the kids have on their Easter break from school and I like I tell you I always think I'll get loads done when they're off school it's just wishful thinking because I never get anything done my routine is out because I haven't got that mad rush to get up and out the house in the morning so I do apologize I hope you had a lovely break I've added a bit to my tattoo you can see there that it is growing I've got a few video requests that I need to do but there's been something that I've kind of been thinking about the past few days and that was I was reading a magazine and over in the UK we have this celebrity I suppose Katie Price also known as Jordan and she was like 20 years ago she was a glamour model and she beautiful sex symbol but that was 20 years ago and I was kind of reading this article about her and looking at the pictures and she's really trying to kind of replicate her youthful like how she was all those really overly sexual poses etcetera going out at a younger guy she has five children her third marriage has broken down and I can't help but feel really really sorry for her because I kidding I can relate because I was never a glamour model or anything but I can relate in the fact that the aging process is hard and she's so desperately trying to hold on to her but I think there's a way where we can age gracefully because it's not nice and I'm but you know what it got me thinking because I really really feel for a lot of the young girls I'm not saying the aging process isn't bad for them but don't think it's like it is for women and nowadays everyone is so image-obsessed that's so image it's all YouTube makeup videos Instagram who look the best on Instagram and yeah it's good that people can feel confident but I do feel like it's almost like a breeding ground for narcissistic personality disorder constantly wanting everyone to admire you and here's the thing none of us get out of the aging process we've all got wage I remember when I was 18 and I was in a pub and there were some girls there and they were like 25 and I used to remember thinking like they were so old non 37 now and the thing with those of us with BPD is just because we're a certain age we can often feel a lot younger and I had like a lot look younger and I think that can really cause us to struggle with the aging process like carrying on a certain way but we don't look a certain way because we are we have got older and I've got to choose my words really carefully look at this I think I I don't like the aging process it can really bother me but I'm more accepting of it and I just try not to overthink it but all these like young girls now they're on Instagram they're doing a makeup they're not gonna age and I think it will be doubly as hard for them because they are so image obsessed and obviously we're living in a time of plastic surgery Botox fillers etc and while I think like I'm not I'm not opposed to plastic surgery I think if someone's got something that they really really really don't like about themselves and they change it I don't think that's a bad thing so for example just say someone had a real hook on their nose and they had surgery to remove that huh I think I think that's great I think it's wonderful that they are able to do that today but young girls now are just pumping their faces full of filler pumping their little Botox eyebrows not moving and I think it's really really sad because it's just kind of like following this trend and a lot of people are following like what people look like on Instagram and it's not even real people face tuned and put filters on and change like they edit their photos that's the thing I'm not actually one for editing my photos and the my reason for this is this if I just put like these amazingly edited photos so I look like some kind of supermodel and then people meet me in real life they'll be like so I would rather be honest with my pictures and not have people get I say yeah I really really felt for Casey price because I know it's not nice and especially if you have been this sex symbol and then all this is the hard fair you get older and there's people that will replace you there are younger people now I know friends kids that I knew them as babies and now they're teenagers with the boobs out posing it's like what happened but that's the thing because we get old of those those children not gonna stay babies forever and we do kinda get replaced I think part of aging gracefully is not making everything all about your appearance because our appearance is going to change and if all we do is focus on our appearance that will cause us a lot problems later on when it starts changing and we're desperately trying to put fillers in and go like this and this and do some whatever because it's not look good look when people are overdone and people can easily become addicted to get more filler and more filler more lip things and whatever I know it's not a good look I think I don't think there's something wrong if someone like is aging and their skin is starting to like this this a little bit I don't know I don't think there's anything wrong with that but yeah I think part of it is one we've got to realize that our looks do change and we can either fight it and it will just take us to a really really painful place because actually the aging process will win or we can embrace it and do something good with our lives not just not focusing just on our image but on things that we're good at hobbies things where we use our mind and that intellect doing kind things for other people and and I think if we have a really then fulfilling life that isn't just about how we look then the whole process will become a lot easier for us there's not nice and I don't like aging at all would I have surgery mm-hmm yeah I would definitely I don't need my lips done because I was born I hated my lips as a child as well well not as a child when I've got a teenager like I went to a girls school and they've been taking the mick out me and I hated that and then somebody called me blow job lips and that devastated me I was like there was I hated my lips but now big lips are all the rating but yes hell yeah I would I would to fight I'm not against surgery but I just think wait you don't need it when you young and beautiful you don't wait until you get older I mean I'm still four not had any you see do you know what happens to me in the Sun because I don't always wear sunglasses whole crime like this and then when I come in I have two white lines where everything's tan I think I've covered I'm sure I could have said loads but I can't think what to say the moment I've missed you guys loads I'm happy I'm back with you doing videos again like I said I have got some video requests if you have any video requests please put them in the like comments below because I'm really rubbish at writing them down as I see them and then I think I had loads where are they I can't find them if I do have some to do I'm just washing on and on now okay I love your LEDs and I'll be back next week
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